Don’t give me that stay strong shit, don’t give me that things will get better shit, don’t give me that you will be alright shit. I already know. I just need to get things settled. I’m so fucking stressed out, I don’t know what to do. School is good. It gets my mind off things, but is also bad cause it causes more stress. It’s weird though. When people ask how I am lately or if I’m down, I don’t know how to respond. It’s not that. I’m good, I really am. I just don’t know what to say to anyone who asks me that. I’m so focused on everyone else I really don’t give a shit about myself. So ask me if I’m good, I’m good. If you want me to tell you what’s going on, it’s really nothing. Maybe it’s cause I’m so lost that I can’t even explain anything anymore. Not worth it.

I know relationships aren’t everything but I hate seeing how cute others are or how good they have it. Like sometimes I wished I had someone I could just randomly call or text without being weird and like go places with. Or maybe just you know call mine. I think I’m being too influenced by the environment I’m living in. Everyone’s in a relationship and shit. Fuck it doe, gonna get this doe til there ain’t no moe.

Hate seeing these damn people. Hate being in this damn place. Hate others talking shit on our family. Hate it, just hate it. Bye bitches.

MOVING, BEING SINGLE, STRESS, COLLEGE.

Everything on my mind. Yuph.