Don’t give me that stay strong shit, don’t give me that things will get better shit, don’t give me that you will be alright shit. I already know. I just need to get things settled. I’m so fucking stressed out, I don’t know what to do. School is good. It gets my mind off things, but is also bad cause it causes more stress. It’s weird though. When people ask how I am lately or if I’m down, I don’t know how to respond. It’s not that. I’m good, I really am. I just don’t know what to say to anyone who asks me that. I’m so focused on everyone else I really don’t give a shit about myself. So ask me if I’m good, I’m good. If you want me to tell you what’s going on, it’s really nothing. Maybe it’s cause I’m so lost that I can’t even explain anything anymore. Not worth it.